![]() Sunday, September 7, 2003 Finito Bandito Well, I guess I'm done here, huh? I feel a little guilty about never updating or even getting my return e-mails figured out. I guess I'm just done. There's no real reason... or even a great story about an epiphany regarding how my life has changed, blah, blah, blah. I'm just not feeling like blogging for some reason. I might be tired of computers. I might be tired of the bullshit that sometimes surrounds this whole 'online life' thing, but honestly, the benefits of meeting the select few of you who are literally such amazing people outweighs the bullshit by far! I am just enjoying reading and relaxing and spending time with family and friends right now. No stress. No drama. Just me. This contentedness is quite a strange feeling, to be honest. I don't quite know what to do with myself now that I'm not constantly worrying about school. I seem to be filling my time, though, so I guess everything up to this point has been a good decision. Of course there are going to be times when I really miss typing out my thoughts and getting your feedback on whatever crap I may be droning on about that day, but for the most part, I'm just enjoying being quiet -- I haven't even wanted to talk on the phone lately. It's actually very strange to be so calm. Anyhoo, for those of you who would actually like to stay in touch, I would love to hear from you!! I just don't want to be here anymore. I'll blow what little anonymity I had to this point and just give you my e-mail address so that we can stay in touch. {just remove the stars -- s*j*l*a*w*5*2*@*m*s*n*.*c*o*m} At the risk of sounding like such a sappy girlie-girl, I have genuinely enjoyed this whole blogging thing, as well as your company and insights -- even the godforsaken comment trolls -- and sincerely wish you only the best in your lives! Please stay in touch if it's not too much trouble!! XOXOXO |
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